Kids posted on their father's blog about how they did not believe him or his lies.

I guess apparently he did not like that.

I guess that is what you get for kicking them, pushing them, shaking them to a point in which they not only fear you, but dislike you because you mistreated them, abused your rights as a father to abuse them as your children, that's why. you lost their trust, and their faith, and their care.

It does not matter how much the counselors, the teachers, and we tell them otherwise.
It's still there the memories, vivid in their heads, as if it was yesterday, moments ago that it's still alive there, memory a fter memory, flashback after flashback.

You can move on with life and distracting yourself with your other work.
But, all it takes is just one word, one voice and all that intimidation that they felt, the fear comes rushing back to take a hold of them.
no one would want that, no one would want to be drowned in a water or the sea, they'd fight to live, to breathe, to taste the fresh air in their mouth and take it in, yet not take in all this mistreatment and abuse.
so yes.

as much as I ve had enough to stand up and say stop.
so have they.

They're children yes, not little children in where you think you can deny the abuse to say it was in their imagination.
to not admit your fault, no remorse, no apologies just makes it worse.

to play this as if you're still in kindergarten is teaching them you do this and it's fine.
it's not fine and they know that, we know that.
do you know that?

and if I could tape the convo of their voices to how they really feel, tears would come down, you'd be shaking because innocent children with such fear in their eyes, their hearts and minds.
they should not have had to experience that, but they have, something they won't forget.
no matter how many good memories comes to replace it, that will always remain there.
yet they won't let it drown them as much as you would like it to.
they will not surrender nor give in as they will not let you win, but win themselves to say it as it were.